Perfect




She's too good to be true
I've said it most of my life
and when she walked away from me
I really knew it was true

Starting from the top
she has brains and she uses them
she loves God
more than anything else

She's the kindest creature I've ever known
brightening the lives of those she touches
entering their hearts and minds
as she has entered mine

She wants to do what's right
even if it means taking on a fight
is willing to work through hard stuff
for those she loves

She loves harder than anyone I've ever seen
won't give up, won't give in for anything
she's tender, but she's strong
stronger than anything I know

The rest is too easy
but she leaves me hurting
just by being
just by looking my way or looking away

Her eyes
are like perfectly-cut diamonds
her face is lovely
her smile brighter than the sun

She may be the sexiest woman I've known
her body is lithe, sleek, tender, strong
I could say more
but I'm starting to blush

Her lips on mine are like a dream come true
her breath on my face, on my ears, my neck
sends me out of my head
awakens something deep inside me

Like the rain, she refreshes, relaxes, calms
like thunder and lightning, she is strength and danger
nothing can stop me
from walking right into her storm

Her body beneath me
her body on top
I cannot make these visions in my head
go away or stop
she's perfect for me
like we were created as a pair
separated, and thrown out
left to find each other

I keep coming back to her
she's my one, my only
my friend, my love, my perfect.

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