Anytime


Anytime, anywhere

I don't care

I want to see you

hear you, feel you

I waited for you

do you think I'm going to say no?

the girl I love wants to see me

I'm there


Dear, we are so close

we are so near

this is something wonderful

God will bless us

all we need to do is step out in faith

Leave fear behind

walk with me

toward a new beginning


It's not just love I have for you

I have love for those you love

dear, they are always in my prayers

I feel we pushed aside something of great worth

something God will bless

it's so clear

all we need to do is walk forward

take my hand

we can begin anytime, anywhere


Today, tomorrow, the next

it doesn't matter

my love for you remains strong

through so many storms and nights

my heart still cries out for you

my mind still pores over you


I know you feel something

and that something is deeper 

than either of us realize


It waits for us to nourish it

and it will spring forth 

bringing forth fruit and blessings

to all those around us

I confidently stand on that 


This thing we feel

God will bless

I know that much

your heart is beautiful

and it is safe with me, dear


Lay your head on my chest, my shoulder

lean into the future with me

no one will be hurt

your heart is big enough to cover all of us

but add in my heart too and

we have more than enough love and care

God sees our hearts' desire

this blessing is ours for the taking


The future is ours, dear

we can start it anytime

I firmly believe He is with us

guiding, protecting, watching over

We're almost there

It's almost time

we can even start today, my love

Anytime


***

For some reason, I decided to consume as many Hallmark-type Christmas movies as possible this year. Maybe it's the cold weather. Maybe it's the innocuous comfort. Maybe it's just nice to see people happy. I don't know. Also, my health seems to have gotten better. Not sure what that's due to, but it is a welcome change. Maybe these two things are related. I hope everyone is doing well.

Thank you for reading. And God bless.

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