my careless contagion

I started a video blog today for my therapy. I share the link here in case anyone wants to keep tabs on that. The first video was long because I don't know what I'm doing. Obvious audio/visual problems exist, plus my thoughts are slow in coming (didn't help that I hadn't eaten anything). It's clear this is not for everyone. Watch if you want. With practice, this could be a very effective therapy. I just need to clean it up a bit.  Thank you all for following along on this strange journey.  God bless. Click here for my new blog, None Dare Call It Treason.  

I wrote this October 16 but didn't post it. There is something bothering me about it, but I can't put my finger on it. I feel God is working on my heart, and maybe I need to be quiet for a while. I produced a lot of "talking" here but not a whole lot of listening. Here it is, nonetheless. If anyone is still reading, thank you. You endured many of my storms and for really no reason at all. You must have found something worth reading. I can't take credit for that, however, because I pray about what I write. Sometimes our prayers seemingly go out into the ether and never return, so I may never know who read something here that was helpful. Maybe you were simply captured by the drama of it all. But it is time for something new. With the opening of one door, we often close another. This is something I prayed about, so we'll see what the answer is, but it looks like I'm ready to step away from blogger (which is Google). I intend to finish for good the most endur...