my careless contagion

Mr. Suave's Modcast. No, that's not a typo, silly computer. It's a podcast featuring mod-influenced music, which includes just about everything rock and roll, and I even heard some rap on his show. He's been doing the modcast for nearly 20 years, so there is a vast library to explore. I include a sample here, but it's so eclectic, it's not an accurate representation of the average show. I'm extremely promiscuous when it comes to music (as well as cars I drive), so everything sounds good to me. I realize most people have specific genres they like. If you are into rock and roll, check out Mr. Suave. He is on a few platforms and his website is  www.mistersuave.com . I listen to him on YouTube as I walk.  The last 13 months were very trying for me. I mean, if a grown-ass man’s mom texts him every day and every night to make sure he’s still alive, that’s not a small thing. I listened to a lot of sermons and videos from hundreds of people to process and heal from ...

Another milestone for this blog! I've reached 400 posts in a little over two years. That equals a post every 2-3 days. That's a lot of writing, which equals a lot of therapy. Thank you for following along! I'm tired of talking about myself. I'm tired in general. Perhaps the bulk of the work is done. Through this reflective writing therapy, considerable insight was gained. Putting my thoughts and feelings here was valuable.  When this blog began, I had no idea where it would take me. I wrote because I didn't have anyone with whom to share my thoughts and feelings. I needed an outlet at a very ugly time in my life. My divorce was the catalyst for this blog, though many things have been discussed since then. I've gone through just about every emotion and have somehow survived, though I am changed. I am a decidedly different human being than when I entered the portal of pain called divorce. As for the dissolution of my marriage, perhaps the best way to sum ...