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There's no hope for me. I've gone off the deep end. I hesitate to talk to her because I know it gets worse afterward. If I don't talk to her, I know I can go on for a while. When I hear her voice, I know I can't. I want her now.  When she goes away, it's like a hole being torn in my chest. It becomes an ill-fated attempt to touch her. The reaching never ends because I never actually touch her. So begins the desperate crawl through my days and weeks until she becomes less real. Gradually, the hole fills in. Until the next time she crashes into my world.  I've missed her 100,000 different ways, sometimes all in the same day. I don't know what to do with myself; none of this even seems possible. Yet, I am wholly, completely, tragically, hopelessly in love with her. I would do anything for her, and I have. She asked me to step away from her, which is the hardest thing I've ever done. She needed time; she needed space. You know, those things th...