my eclipse
I carry this darkness like a cloak I carry this madness, this violence in my clenched fists What I am is what I've always been what I'll always be -- singular and strange I've tried to be normal I've tried to belong I sat in your crowds, played along But this blackness defines me this mean midnight I inhabit speaks for me I am hidden in it -- total, blinding sold out to it swallowed by it Absolute and utter darkness -- it is a perfect completeness I've bled more than I've said no one knows the untold, the shifting shadows that make up my bleeding out my breathing in and bleeding out again Alone I wait for my eclipse to fade to sunlight but time has stopped and my recovery with it Can you feel me here? please silence my screams silence my pain and this heart that's had enough Stamp me out, dear God there is nothing here worth saving just burning embers of a life nearly extinguished and barely li...