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Stability. Never had it. Not in my friendships. Not in my relationships. Not in my dwelling places. Not in my head. Nor in the pit of my stomach.  I know. The only thing in life that stays the same is change. I've become really good at adapting to new situations. I guess that's the upside. I've written about this before. So why am I writing about it again? Because I've moved again. This makes five times in less than five years I've moved. And I count about 15 total moves in my lifetime. I just want some stability. I want to settle down. But I know myself. I'll quickly get bored with that, too. I've mentioned my ADHD-type behaviors before in my post about closed captions (I think), but, honestly, this time I didn't want to move. And I prayed about it, asking for a specific thing to happen and it did, and now here I am. The counterpoint of my ADHD behavior seems to be my OCD stuff, which is an overcompensation for lack of control, I think. I used...