Anger, part 2
I've said so many things about your cruelness toward me. Unfortunately, all of those things are true. You do not deny them. You have an exoskeleton on you that's as tough as nails. It's hard to get to you admit anything; you resist like no other woman I've ever seen. Your stubborn streak is famous. I can speak endlessly of our Great Disappointment, our lives together. But for me to continue in truth and to say goodbye in peace, I must say goodbye to both the good and the bad. You were so good for me in so many ways. We were so good for each other. You were the little girl lost, and I was the one who found you. You quit smoking pot soon after we started talking because that was the effect I had on you. You accepted Jesus as your Savior because I led you in that direction (not so gently, I might add; I was apt to rush things in those days). You taught me that 11:11 meant make a wish, and I wished I was there with you. All of our conversations were leadin...